That’s not a comment on the city itself, I just have a lot of feelings about my time there from 2013 to 2017 that have made it hard for me to consider even a quick drive through. I genuinely never thought that I’d ever go back to Sunderland, I’ve never been back since I left 6 and a half years ago. Therefore, I am resorting to waffling on the internet to get a message across in the hopes that a lot of people who know me will read it and, in the unlikely scenario that I’ll see anyone while I’m out and about, I can talk about other things instead… I know it’s what people do, and it’s meant to be polite etc but once I’ve told one or two people the same thing, I get a sort of block in my brain that makes me start shutting down if I have to talk about it anymore. When I would come home from uni for the weekend I would dread going into my hometown or a supermarket in case I bumped into anyone I knew who might want to ask me questions about my life away from home.
immensely infuriating) when I’m expected to tell people the same thing on a loop in different scenarios. I don’t know if it’s an autism thing or not, but I find it difficult (i.e.
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